last one!

Posted: December 31, 2009 in nonsense

Obviously, running has taken a back seat to my life that it was so foreign for me to wake up at 6am to do just that. The travails of a reluctant runner. Yes have turned into one, sadly, but it happens and I’m sure I’m not the first one to have ever gone through something like this. Good thing T2 is there to kick my ass back to fitness (I am counting on them to persuade me back to my old running form haha). Bad right? I know it should come from me as it can only happen if I want it to but need that lifeline, that call a friend moment, an intervention perhaps? Please? Help? haha.

The good thing is I saw in my friends what I apparently miss doing, albeit with so much resistance. It’s not that I don’t want to. My body is revolting from the sudden shock of exercise. It was that horrible…what a struggle!

But it is the end of 2009 so that means tomorrow, tabula rasa kicks in and it would be like it was all a bad dream. Something I’m eager to forget but seriously need to learn from. The new year does that, but I do realize that we can press that reset button anytime.

I need to …..

put running back into my schedule.
take away all the ifs and buts of why I let running take a back seat, and just go. NO EXCUSES!
reconcile the fact that I will have to train alone and in unfamiliar territory.
start from square one, 5k, 10k, 15k, half, full.
BALANCE, BALANCE, BALANCE.

Making lists is so typical I know…at least I can will it true if it’s right in front of me.
So this is my version of a slip up, and chronicling the start of another first attempt.

Mantra, internalize… do or do not, there is no try!

To one and all, have a great one!

Comments
  1. keti says:

    come on tin, you can do it! like i always say, will virtual run with you! i run 630ish after office on weekdays and then usually sunday morning long run…pero nowadays yung long run ko eh 15k na lang hahaha

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